this is for peter:
peter is one crazy shit
peter is sick  (he IS too!!! crazy..)
peter is peter
peter is reading
peter is a dumb ass
peter is made of poop
peter is spreading his own cum on the ass of his wife (hahahahahahahahha)
peter is nog bezig met zijn tekst (is-a what?!)
peter is one of the best in the country

peter is walking on the water
peter is a dick
peter is considered the gatekeeper of heaven? dear straight dope
peter is very intelligent with important views on society and life in general
peter is reading page 2
peter is a big ugly homo and no one likes him
peter is spreading his own cum on the ass of his wife by his penis
peter is also running for parliament
peter is very excited
peter is now pursuing new avenues in his career by composing for dance
peter is a man with opinions and knowledge and the ability to express them
peter is proudly presented here by capa (KAPPA?!)

here's for laura!!!

laura is new
laura is a racist and a total phony
laura is full of it
laura is a big skinny idiot
laura is hardly a sympathetic martyr
laura is a sadistic witch
laura is like playing with fire
laura is dangerous
laura is a lesbian and fucks chickens
laura is 'styling'
laura is such a bitch it is unnatural
laura is licking the last drop of ben's sperm from his cock (OMGOMGOMGOMG IS THAT NOT PERFECT?!?!?!)
laura is being fucked by a guy with a very thick cock
laura is your god
laura is tenderly touching the clitoris of ann (this is soooo laura!!!)
laura is moving apart teresa's ass and inserting a finger

laura is an unsaved
laura is melting (aren't we all?!)

okay.. that's enough. time to tan!

<3 hay

current mood: bored

today was good for the most part. me, lace, craig, and laura left after 1st lunch.. only peter got to school at the end of 1st lunch. :( we got cigarettes and went to laura's. lacy and craig wanted alone time so me and laura went to jamba juice and got craig a drink (with a free femme boost! tee hee) and then got laura tacos and me a burger. then as we sat around eating, the conversation turned to masterbation. boys masterbating. and lacy brings up girls masterbating. and how secretive they are. and then she admits it. and then i start laughing. and laura claims not to. and as she tells a story, i interrupt and say "shutup, you know you have." and she says "uh i know.." and continues with her story. it was hiiiiilarious. soo after school, jamie and peter came over. me and peter left and came to my house to talk. then he left. :) peter piper is oh so cute. he had a cold too. and his cute little stuffy nose cold voice was cute. tee hee!

eewwwwwww. gabe has this link in his info and i went to it. GOOD LORD! it's these pictures of these mexican ladies with pigtails and little hair clips. they start off sitting in a little classroom and then they get naked and and then start POOPING on each other and eating it.. one girl poops directly into another's mouth. and then they all start throwing up cause uhhhh they're eating human feces. and then in the end they're all jumping around with their arms up in the air covered in poop and vomit. WHAT THE FUCK!?

so apparentely jamie told people or hinted at me and him messing around in the past. which is INCREDIBLY untrue. and now ugh this whole prom thing won't work cause i don't want him telling people anything happened that didn't and laura being sad or mad or peter either. what am i supposed to do with this? of course he denied it but i trust craig and samantha and lacy. and i mean, several people have come up to me and asked me. and at first i figured eh whatever it's not true. but craig said jamie made it seem like we did when he was with him and samantha. grrr...

as many have noted, me and peter have an interesting relationship. but it's nice. so pssh. i'm sticking my tongue out at all of you. peter is splendid.

i wanna go to the beach again. only just girls. cause the boys have a tendency to push me into the water and tear at my bathing suit. all of peter's friends have seen my boobs before he has. interesting, eh?

everyone go comment on craigy poo's journal fallfromuphoria</span> cause he's being a lj whore and hogging comments and will only update when he has 5 comments on each post. and i like his posts, so get to commentin' biatches!

time for a cigarette. :/. i'm bad.

<3 hayley!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

current mood: bouncy

i went to see laura's brother's new house today. him and joe were putting up a new fence and i commented on the fact that the wood was green. laura gave me a tour. it's a cute house! we're all staying there this weekend. "this house is gonna be such a stoner house." "as long as i'm here.." ha! i <3 laura. we went and got daniel some food and then went back and then left again to get ice cream. we're such little kids. me and laura <3 coloring in coloring books, swinging, and eating ice cream. but we could only eat like 2 bites of our ice cream so we went to get tacos.

that's me ^ i have so much love to give. !!!!!!!! yes, i do!

sooo jamie got kicked out of his house apparently. poor jamers.

i miss samantha. and craig. :( and stephanie. i hope she's not mad at me much longer. i understand her being mad, but i didn't tell andrew! and me and lacy talked about it in front of peter. so she's mad at me cause i was involved in andrew's finding out. i understand, but i don't like her being mad at me. that's no fun.

BAD ASS! i just found some queso and chips from casa ole in my fridge!!! :) times a million!!!!!

man, i hate school. i don't wanna go. i'm gonna wear a skirt tomorrow. i need to shave.

so today i was wearing this robinswood tennis shirt and some cheer shorts that say cheer on the butt and i went into this store and some man was like "my son plays tennis and my daughter is a cheerleader. where do you play tennis?" and i was like "oh, i don't this isn't my shirt." and he goes "ooh. well where do you cheer?" and i was like "oh, i don't. these aren't my shorts." i enjoyed it.

watch out pakis. here i come. *fist shaking*

on that note, i'm going to take a shower. oh, lj how i've missed you!!!

<3

p.s.-i want to go back to the kappa.

current mood: energetic

just read gabe's journal and YES i did fall of lj for a while. but no worries, i was having fun :). let's see.. thursday i went to casa ole with jamie after school and then to chris's cause he got back in town. or maybe that was wednesday.. i don't know. but then laura called me at like 7 and had bought a new bathing suit so i went to her house to check it out. and peter called me while i was there and wanted me to go over so i went and we watched the disney channel til like 10 when my mom called very worried about where i was. i love my mom. :) i found out peter's going to virginia next weekend so i don't know if i'll get to see him at all. :( but it's okay. i'll spend extra time with my girls. so yeah, friday after school me, lacy, laura, becky, and craig left together. craig and becky got dropped  off and then lace took me and laur to my house and we went to get chinese food with my sister. we got horrible fortunes in our cookies. laura got "there is no cure for hatred" and i got "you have to deal with reality, no matter how unpleasant it may be." then we went back to my house and got ready to go out. went over to laura's and lacy, becky, and nikki met us. then kim met us at shell where nikki's blonde hair and big boobs got us 3 packs of cigarettes! YAY! and manuel's girlfriend britney and me have been hanging out more cause the boys all get together and we just talk about  how silly they are. and she called me and needed me to talk to her mom and pick her up and say she was staying at my house so she could stay with manuel. so me, beck, and kim went and got her and we all went to meet lace, laur, and nikki at carrabas. we had some fun for the hour we had to wait. lacy had a waterbottle of triple sec and rum. :)! the food was okay, not really WONDERFUL, but the whole place was nice. and our waitress was reallllly nice!! then i went with lacy and laura to run an errand and then lacy had to go home so me and laura ended up gettin with manuel and britney. we went to mikey's house. it was fun. peter, blake, travis, andrew, oscar, grant, joe, and andre were all there drinking and witnessing the "stages of blake's drunkness." mikey's dad was coming home so we had to leave, so me, peter, andrew, laura, and travis went to ben sanders's house. travis left, and we all spent the night. me and peter were on this little uncomfortable chair watching american history x with ben and laura and we both fell asleep i guess and woke up at like 4:45 to go upstairs and then i passed out right away. whoops! haha. my back hurt so bad too. then at like 9 laura came into the room and was like speaking in some weird voice for me to get up. so everyone got stuff ready and we headed out for galveston. had to go by andrew's and my house, then to mcdonald's for food, then to vansant's to get the surfboards put on, then to philips to meet amanda, manuel, and britney. then we finally headed out. and it took us like 3 hours to get there. went to surfside, but had to pay so we drove for like 15 more minutes to some place by kyle's parents beachhouse. we drove out onto the beach. it was nice. me and andrew built this hole in the sand and then covered it with sticks and more sand so you couldn't tell it was a hole.. and then built another hole behind it to fool people. then he called peter over to see if he'd fall into the hole but it didn't break. it was funny tho! then they went crazy on that poor girl's letterjacket. manuel rolled around in the sand in it, kyle put out my cigarette on it, someone put the catfish skeleton i found in the pocket.. it was so sad. but very funny, sadly. i'm turning over to their side! usually i was the one that would be like "peter, you're friends are so cruel." but now... i think it's funny too. dammit!!!! but yeah, me and britney took a nice walk along the beach and had a chat about me and peter. then me and amanda ran into the water and vansant followed us and as i tried to run past him (cause i knew it was bad news) he pushed me down and i got up and he pushed me again and like i sat there and 5 minutes later i realized my top was half off. haha, so i walk up to the beach where everyone is and laura just yells "soooo no tan lines hayley?!" i was like OH GOD! i also tried to get these girls to suck kyle off. woo hoo! hayley's such a good friend. these ugly girls walked by and kyle talked to em and they kept like kinda.. wandering right around us. which was obvious cause no one was really around us. so i walked out to em and was like blah blah blah my friend wants a blowjob blah where are you from? then they asked me for a cigarette and it was so funny to see everyone's faces as i came up to them with the stupid girls behind me. hahaha! so they had to go back and check in with their mom and they were gonna come back but we ended up leaving. we drove thru the kappa!!!! omg it was so funny. amanda was scared to have the windows down. and everytime we'd see a black person we'd all scream. poor manuel had to listen to me, britney, and amanda talk about how everyone was gangsters and laugh about how nervous we were for like 15 minutes. then we went to jack n the box and me, amanda, and laura went in and when we walked into the bathroom some black guys whistled at us. ahh! so then to complete the day ( i rode up there with ben, rode thru galveston with amanda ) i got into vansant's big ole suburban for the ride home. then i came home and decided to take a nap while peter was at work and then take a shower around 8 and be all ready when he got off. sooo i layed down and at like 11:50 i wake up! i was like WOW! i have to be home in 10 minutes!! it sucked. but i was so tired from only sleeping for like 3 hours the night before. texted peter for a while. he said that his mom found his condoms in his pants while she was doing laundry and he got a nice lil talk. ah! i don't ever wanna meet her now. so at like 2 i started being not tired anymore, so i got whataburger and watched something on vh1 about the hottest celebrities. nothing as good as the hot dad's thing. mmmm, dads! haha. yeah, well that was my weekend for the most part!! enjoy it gabriel?! i really do need to start posting more tho. before i go, this michael bolton song is so good :

"you are the one. i said i loved you but i lied, cause this is more than love i feel inside. i said i loved you but i was wrong, cause love could never ever feel so strong. i said i loved you but i lied."

okay, now i need to go get some shampoo and nailpolish and perfume. bye dolls!

<3 hayley

current mood: happy

VivaParaSurf: just dont say u dont deserve me again
RoXyGLaM77: ...........
RoXyGLaM77: this makes me think it mor ebut i won't
VivaParaSurf: cuz if anyone deserves someone good it should be u for all the shit u've gone through
RoXyGLaM77: i'll keep any thoughts like that to myself and instead of saying those i'll say all the good stuff
VivaParaSurf: and its sad u feel use to being treated bad
RoXyGLaM77: i know.. but you're making me enjoy being treated nicely and i like it
VivaParaSurf: i hope
RoXyGLaM77: i promise

is anyone else as happy as i am?! my goodness, i can't even begin to explain how wonderful peter is. he's such a nice person.. not to EVERYONE, but to me. and i love it! :) whenever i'm with him i can't stop smiling. well.. i can, but then i look at him and i start smiling again. i think i'm finally gettin what i deserved. i just hope i can be good for him.

04.08.04

i'm so stupidly happy.

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hahahahahaha. that is so funny. yay!

current mood: giggly

i want this dress so bad! only in black..

al;asdhlaksjhl;askhj;aslkhjl;askhjl;akj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

current mood: ecstatic

x the things you've never done:

(_) I never have been drunk
(_) I never have smoked pot
(_) I never have kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_) I never have kissed a member of the same sex
(x) I never crashed a friend's car
(x) I never been to Japan
(x) I never rode in a taxi
(x) I never had anal sex
(_) I never have been in love
(_) I never had sex
(_) I never had sex in public
(_) I never have been dumped
(x) I never shoplifted
(x) I never have been fired
(_) I never been in a fist fight
(x) I never had a threesome
(_) I never snuck out of my parent's house
(x) I never been tied up (sexually)
(_) I never pissed on myself
(x) I never had sex with a member of the same sex
(_) I never had sex with a member of the opposite sex
(x) I never have been arrested
(_) I never made out with a stranger
(x) I never stole anything from my job
(x) I never celebrated New Years in Times Square
(x) I never went on a blind date
(_) I never lied to a friend
(_) I never had a crush on a teacher
(x) I never celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
(x) I never been to Europe
(X) I never skipped school
(x) I never slept with a co-worker
(x) I never have been fisted or fisted anyone
(x) I never have thrown up in a bar
(x) I never paid for sex
(_) I never danced in front of people in my underwear and suspenders
(_) I never use all capitals if I can help it.
(_) I never flashed my tits/bits at a party.
(_) I never smoked tobacco
(_) I never have failed a test
(x) I never have cheated on anyone
(x) I never had a sex change
(x) I never participated in a gang bang involving one or more farm animals

[10. Bands/Artists You've Been Listening to Lately]
- 311

- the juliana theory

- modest mouse 
- bright eyes

- elliot smith
- yellowcard
- lynard skynard
- incubus
- swishahouse (haha)

- brand new

[09 Things You're Looking Forward To]
- another nice weekend with peter

- reuniting with laura cause i miss that girl! we haven't hung out since like.. almost spring break. :( so sad
- prom with the kman! :)
- gettin my nails done tomorrow
- my brother coming home from afghanyland
- goin to visit my dad in vegas
- chris galvan coming home
- skipping chemistry on friday and starting the weekend with lacy
- summertime

[08 Things You Wear Daily]
- lip gloss

- eyeshadow

- eye liner
- blingin ring and pink stone ring daryn got me like 2 years ago
- mascara
- a hair tie on my right arm
- skimpy whore underwear
- um, a smile on my face!! ;)

[07 Things That Annoy You]
- having to go to school everyday
- my decision to quit smoking..

- when my cds skip.. or i lose them
- the goosebumps in the shower that keep you from having a nice clean shave
- my parent's decision to make me buy my own car
- knowing my sister has more sex than me now.. :(
- jamie play his "yaaaay yaaaaay" ringtone in my ear for half an hour

[06 Things You Touch Every Day]
- my cell phone.. i text nonstop at school

- my glasses
- lotion
- pens
- my keyboard
- a diet coke can

[05 Things You Do Every Day]
- masterbate :o!! hahaha

- take a shower or bath

- straighten my hair
- drink diet coke
- call or text people

[04 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over]
- super troopers

- moulin rouge
- american history x
- nsync in the mix

[03 People You'd Want to Spend More Time With]
- peter

- laura
- martin

[02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment]
- nada surf-killian's red 
- the postal service-such great heights

[01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With]
- josh hartnett.. i would waste no time commencing the baby makin'!

k, time for a nap! yay..

current mood: sleepy